Tired

I am tired. I have enough of burden. More Burden, more Hurt and its killing me. I felt like, i had been stap by a dagger throught my heart. The Pain will always come when i remember the pain.
Well what am i going to do? Should i give up? I lost confidence of myself i feel lost. I don't even know who i am. I don't know why i care so much? I don't know why i do so much? I don't know why i feel jealous?
This feeling is sux. I feel so pathetic for doing all this. Whats going on with me? I sick and tired of this jealousy feeling. I really want it to be no more. I am really tired. I need rest. I am tired of running away.