My Army Life Coming Close
The day of my N.S.(National Service) is coming close. I felt excited yet nervous. Well i was worry about my life inside NS. I not sure what kind of people i mixed with. Buch of Hooligans. All the amatures (which people descripted as "Bengs") i don't know whether i am going to live two years of my life with that kinds of people. For me, i hate hooligans.
I hate people that think that they are smart. And people that have too much confidence in themselves. For me, i don't care about their confidence but i hate it when they did something that affect the people around. I hate their selfish act. I hate people with that kind of life. I hate "Cigerate" I hate Gangster I hate fighter like people from that gang member. I hate there behaviour their languanges. I hate Hokkian people. I hate Hokkian Languanges.
I just don't like them i just despice there behaviour. I just can't make myself to get along with them. I just felt too hate to do things like that. I know i am in perfect but i got the other wickness. But i just don't like them. I was once like them but now i just don't know why i hate that kind of life. I hate my past.
Well now what i know is that even Jesus is perfect, he mixed with the sinful people like the tax collector and the hookers. Well there is the difference between like and Love. Well i think i can do that i can love someone without liking that person. Well i think i'll try that.
Well we are all sinful people. Well just that be got different sinful nature. Just that hooligan suffered from the other kinds of sin from me. Well we should indentify with them. Well i'll see i hope that God can place more english spoken people in my platoon. I don't want to end up speaking like those hokkian people. Well i'll see. I'll wait.
I hate people that think that they are smart. And people that have too much confidence in themselves. For me, i don't care about their confidence but i hate it when they did something that affect the people around. I hate their selfish act. I hate people with that kind of life. I hate "Cigerate" I hate Gangster I hate fighter like people from that gang member. I hate there behaviour their languanges. I hate Hokkian people. I hate Hokkian Languanges.
I just don't like them i just despice there behaviour. I just can't make myself to get along with them. I just felt too hate to do things like that. I know i am in perfect but i got the other wickness. But i just don't like them. I was once like them but now i just don't know why i hate that kind of life. I hate my past.
Well now what i know is that even Jesus is perfect, he mixed with the sinful people like the tax collector and the hookers. Well there is the difference between like and Love. Well i think i can do that i can love someone without liking that person. Well i think i'll try that.
Well we are all sinful people. Well just that be got different sinful nature. Just that hooligan suffered from the other kinds of sin from me. Well we should indentify with them. Well i'll see i hope that God can place more english spoken people in my platoon. I don't want to end up speaking like those hokkian people. Well i'll see. I'll wait.
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