My Life Today (4 Apr 2005)
My Life today, Well i doing ok mike. I am just too lazy to disciple myself. That cause me too me fallen from God. I can fell many error in the area of my life. Sometime i feel guilty. I have thought if some error but some, i have not thought of yet. First is my laziness i dissobey my leader because of laziness like, when he told me to plan my time to submit to him, but i did not obey him.
My previous sherpherd told me that "If i fail to plan, i plan to fail." Well his right. Well what a loser i am. Second, I am weak when come to bitterness i can hate a person for the rest of my life if i do so. Last time, i like to practice myself to express my anger to gain a bit extra stength. Like when i play a physical game with my brother, i will force myself to anger by think a person i have bitteness with to with him. I felt stronger.
Now if i want to have strength, i just have to call God, and i will get it. The strength i get from God i better than my mere anger strength. I can do anything with God's strength.
I have learn this from my brother in christ "P.U.S.H Pray Till Something Happen"Amen!!!
My previous sherpherd told me that "If i fail to plan, i plan to fail." Well his right. Well what a loser i am. Second, I am weak when come to bitterness i can hate a person for the rest of my life if i do so. Last time, i like to practice myself to express my anger to gain a bit extra stength. Like when i play a physical game with my brother, i will force myself to anger by think a person i have bitteness with to with him. I felt stronger.
Now if i want to have strength, i just have to call God, and i will get it. The strength i get from God i better than my mere anger strength. I can do anything with God's strength.
I have learn this from my brother in christ "P.U.S.H Pray Till Something Happen"Amen!!!