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It has been a long time before i updated my blog.
Two years before i updated my blog. Finally i am back to update my blog.
Army life has been over since 050908 last year. Now trying to get back on track to a normal civilian life. That mean, no more arms, no more regment life of the army. Its "over" but, it is still not exaclly over. Because i still got ten more years of reservice to serve. That sound bad, but i got no choice. Instead of complaining too much, i choose to live with it.
After my leaving the army, i and my bunk mate when to work in these Japanese restaurant called "Waraku" as we promise one another that after we leave the army, we work together. I was lost after my army life because i do not know what to do. I was wondering whether should i study, or work.
I left Waraku after working there for three weeks because i couldn't handle a waiter positions i just thought that wasn't what i want to do. So i left my bunk mate, go follow my direction.
I when through job agency (recruit express) to look for jobs. I manage to found a job at AIA (American International Assurance) my position was a date entry administrator. Never the least, i only work for three months. Because after working for three months, i though that i need to further my studies.
I only got a Private diploma from a unrecognise school. That was a wrong move i took before my army life. I wasted two years of my life doing my ITE half-way and go for my private diploma right after my secondary school time. I was too rush to get into a school. Because i wanted to defer my army enlistment date.
After all those mistakes, i just though that i shouldn't complain too much about it because it is pointless. Further complain doesn't change anything. So i decided to move on.
After working in AIA, i when to apply a diploma course from SIM. (Singapore Institute of Managament) But i didn't met the criteria so i got lose again. I wasted months of my time just to wait for the letter of approval from that school.
So i have to move on to my other plan. I was very dissapointed and all my past mistake came back to haunt me again. I keep thinking to myself "why, i didn't study hard during my secondary school life? Why i choose to mix with the wrong company instead of focusing on my studies?" I wasted all my sec one to sec four life skiping class and mixing with wrong company. I had made the same mistake during my primary schools. I was so regret that i didn't listen to all my teacher advice and good friends advice instead i choose to play with the wrong company even thought they all trying to help me.
As i mention, pass is pass. I should have join church since my primary school life. I start to realised my mistake since i when to church. Only throught the church that i realised that my way is never perfect. Man standard is never perfect. You can try all ways to follow your plan but trust me, when thats is not what God wants for you, you will never make it to that particular plan you made.
So instead i just choose to lay low, stop acting smart and just follow God's way. So i pray to God, go throught all the advices from my mentor in church, and came out this plan and i know this plan is a very embarressing plan i what i meant is literally. Because ages such as my is quite old to follow. (my opinion) As i mention, the embarress plan is to persue my 'O' Level.
I believe God is giving me a challege to be humble. Because i am already twenty-one years old.
Many people in my class is like six-teen to eight-teen. Getting along with them is a great challege for me.
I thought since i am in there, i better do my best in what ever i can do and go straight to either MI (Milenia Institue) or NYP. (Nanyang Poly)
I will do my best and let God do the rest.
One thing i learned is that, "When there is time where i got no where else to go, i can only get my knees on the ground."
Two years before i updated my blog. Finally i am back to update my blog.
Army life has been over since 050908 last year. Now trying to get back on track to a normal civilian life. That mean, no more arms, no more regment life of the army. Its "over" but, it is still not exaclly over. Because i still got ten more years of reservice to serve. That sound bad, but i got no choice. Instead of complaining too much, i choose to live with it.
After my leaving the army, i and my bunk mate when to work in these Japanese restaurant called "Waraku" as we promise one another that after we leave the army, we work together. I was lost after my army life because i do not know what to do. I was wondering whether should i study, or work.
I left Waraku after working there for three weeks because i couldn't handle a waiter positions i just thought that wasn't what i want to do. So i left my bunk mate, go follow my direction.
I when through job agency (recruit express) to look for jobs. I manage to found a job at AIA (American International Assurance) my position was a date entry administrator. Never the least, i only work for three months. Because after working for three months, i though that i need to further my studies.
I only got a Private diploma from a unrecognise school. That was a wrong move i took before my army life. I wasted two years of my life doing my ITE half-way and go for my private diploma right after my secondary school time. I was too rush to get into a school. Because i wanted to defer my army enlistment date.
After all those mistakes, i just though that i shouldn't complain too much about it because it is pointless. Further complain doesn't change anything. So i decided to move on.
After working in AIA, i when to apply a diploma course from SIM. (Singapore Institute of Managament) But i didn't met the criteria so i got lose again. I wasted months of my time just to wait for the letter of approval from that school.
So i have to move on to my other plan. I was very dissapointed and all my past mistake came back to haunt me again. I keep thinking to myself "why, i didn't study hard during my secondary school life? Why i choose to mix with the wrong company instead of focusing on my studies?" I wasted all my sec one to sec four life skiping class and mixing with wrong company. I had made the same mistake during my primary schools. I was so regret that i didn't listen to all my teacher advice and good friends advice instead i choose to play with the wrong company even thought they all trying to help me.
As i mention, pass is pass. I should have join church since my primary school life. I start to realised my mistake since i when to church. Only throught the church that i realised that my way is never perfect. Man standard is never perfect. You can try all ways to follow your plan but trust me, when thats is not what God wants for you, you will never make it to that particular plan you made.
So instead i just choose to lay low, stop acting smart and just follow God's way. So i pray to God, go throught all the advices from my mentor in church, and came out this plan and i know this plan is a very embarressing plan i what i meant is literally. Because ages such as my is quite old to follow. (my opinion) As i mention, the embarress plan is to persue my 'O' Level.
I believe God is giving me a challege to be humble. Because i am already twenty-one years old.
Many people in my class is like six-teen to eight-teen. Getting along with them is a great challege for me.
I thought since i am in there, i better do my best in what ever i can do and go straight to either MI (Milenia Institue) or NYP. (Nanyang Poly)
I will do my best and let God do the rest.
One thing i learned is that, "When there is time where i got no where else to go, i can only get my knees on the ground."