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Geez...What wrong with me? Thinking too much. Men... this is pathetic of me. Why am i so different from people? Why i can't talk to them? Why do i feel to left out? Why do i feel so odd? Is this just my perception? Men it was my fault. I hate myself.
I just felt tied up by all this problem. I felt traped into the problems. Many time, i run away. But i felt it is like a maze, wherever i run, it will still lead me back to the problems.
My hatred toward D.I. increased i don't don't why i hate them i still don't get the specific reasons why i hate them? I even hate my shepherd. I hate the people, one by one.
I don't want this to happend again. God, i want to be free from this problem. I want to have a break througth. I don't want to stay the same again.
I wish i can be like David Hoe. A fast growing person. And i want to be like Moses too. A person that obey you with faith even, when it doesn't make sense. Is time for me to wake up and pick up the sword and fight for you. I know men word always fall.
But i will try to keep my word. I want to be a core team member. Now i am willing to do your wills. By faith i will be transform. By you.
I just felt tied up by all this problem. I felt traped into the problems. Many time, i run away. But i felt it is like a maze, wherever i run, it will still lead me back to the problems.
My hatred toward D.I. increased i don't don't why i hate them i still don't get the specific reasons why i hate them? I even hate my shepherd. I hate the people, one by one.
I don't want this to happend again. God, i want to be free from this problem. I want to have a break througth. I don't want to stay the same again.
I wish i can be like David Hoe. A fast growing person. And i want to be like Moses too. A person that obey you with faith even, when it doesn't make sense. Is time for me to wake up and pick up the sword and fight for you. I know men word always fall.
But i will try to keep my word. I want to be a core team member. Now i am willing to do your wills. By faith i will be transform. By you.